Gloomy, Bad Day
Thursday, August 01, 2013Hikadu113
When I'm bored I like to think, imagine, plan, so I wonder where my life is going, what I want to be, remembering how I use to be in the past, etc etc... Its so depressing that every thought always end up being negative thoughts. It makes me sad to think about things that I have lost, things that can never happen no matter how hard I try. I'm living day by day, with no goals, no sight, nothing... I feel empty, worthless blah blah blah, whatever bullshit there is out there.
There are time I just fantasize about me being somewhere I can be the person I wish to be, be the heroine that you always see in movies and anime, but reality is harsh. I'm not the perfect person, I'm no saint, neither am I a good person. I'm just your average girl, selfish, bias, hypocrite, materialistic. You can't blame me for looking for perfection.
Life's unfair, but I will live with what I have, appreciate things that I have, I work harder to better myself and live life to the best that I can. Let's hope August treats me well :)
(2 weeks plus to dooms day T.T)
(2 weeks plus to dooms day T.T)
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